There are times when I’m in deep in thought in terms of my work or task for let’s say fifteen minutes in actual time “stopwatch” time. I want to talk about a task “at hand”. But by work what I mean is the task within that framework and work as in a workday. These two facets of work is the only kind of work I know unless I’m in physical training (and it even happens in there).
This task-time-frame is broken up into pieces of let’s say 15 minutes apart because to me it’s hard and I can’t keep a straight streak of concentration actual time of work for one hour of pure creativity. (I get exhausted). It’s funny I saw a billboard add from Apple a while go that said “pro-create”, or something to that effect; and I took it too mind. But after doing it for a while and especially these days as a struggling writer and a student, I noticed something in terms of time-consciousness and I don’t know if I can generalize.
I’m in thought meaning that my concentration level is at its peak and I get work done in just a matter of minutes according to my stop watch when I start it at the beginning of the first process or the first phase of that kind of work. But when I’m done with the task and then I look at my watch to see that only fifteen minutes has elapsed, to me it seems to take about one hour in my mind. So for about 15 minutes of intense work without looking at the clock of intense concentration it seems like it took one hour.
Why?
Because and, to me, it’s my Movement ideas in this blog or philosophy as one of the articles in this blog or that in terms of Speed and Accuracy I have planned every step in my head before hand that deep that when I execute and carry out the steps to my desired end or outcome or consequence with speed and accuracy (This is key). And I have actually and know how to move through the movements fast. Yes I do mistakes too I’ll forget something because I’m not a machine, I am human no doubt. But on average my mistake is negligible and a drastic one could mean everything. But never give up accuracy for speed no matter what because it will lead to failure or a weak point in your chain of steps and therefore you have to back and redesign or minimally, fix.
And throughout all this at moments in my work I “see” or feel God and this happens night after night, day after day, and so on. Then I ask myself now why did this question pop in my head in the middle of good work. I’d say I worked for four hours then at night the notions of God, Christ, or a Higher Being come into question. I’m not reading any scripture or anything that would elude to God things, it’s just me. Is it Christ, I don’t know? That’s not the problem. The question is why do I have this feeling of a Higher Being in me that I feel his presence inside me and in my mind like there is something greater than myself.
[[[Roger concentration is key here; it works two ways; intense concentration for short moments and I think is long; I think long concentration like in mcguinesses class took 5 minutes, how?!]]]]]the
The closest I can come to for a common example is when u listen to a musif track without looking at the clock on the iphone and you’re thinking along with the one and only one song and when u look down after the song ends which in turn it turns you’re thinking down that it only has been so long ang u thought it took longer or more time had elapsed as you were day dreaming.
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